Tuesday, Time To Do It All Again

I'm trying to get up and at it this morning but I'm tired. I couldn't go to sleep last night. I'm in between sleep medications and relying only on Advil PM. I've been taking Ambien the past 5 years
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Ivey:
I'm not sure if it's a bad or good thing because my brother hangs out with him and they are kind of crazy, like they do drugs, drink and all that stuff.
(1 August 2016)

Ivey:
So I have a crush on this guy, I've known him since I was a child but as we got older we didn't really see eachother, until now that I am 18 and him 20 I find him SO attractive.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
He's sweet and all, but why does he say that?
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
I kissed him on the cheek again and he looked away and turned red and stuttered as he tried to say he hates me.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
He said it again after he cuddled with me and ended up getting hard.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
I kissed him once and he blushed and said he hates me.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
I keep reminding him that he's nice and he denies it.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
Like one time, he ran four miles to deliver me food to my workplace.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
He's there for me when I need him.
(1 August 2016)

Tanja:
I think he's super cute and kind.
(1 August 2016)