Go The Fuck To Sleep....

There a some things that make me laugh so hard that I cry.Ok, yeah I am one of "THOSE" people who laughs at stupid stuff.On the faceyplace, I crack up.Rude, crude jokes.Silly animal videos.People who
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Shizue:
How could I accept that my ex boyfriend doesn't love or want me on his life anymore?
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
I've been trying to move on but everynight I think of him.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
Now, after 3 months, I still love him.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
Never heard from him since then.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
But my texts were left unanswered.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
AI still tried to make things work.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
Also, last december, he told me to mature , grow up and don't always rely on somebody.. He told me he's busy with business and school and doesnt want to give me false hopes anymore.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
I also thought I was pregnant (false alarm) but he tried putting abortion pills inside me while I was sleeping.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
I don't have any proof though. :( anyway, i always break up with him for the last few months of our rel. but I'll change my mind since I really really love him and he also woe me back.
(6 March 2017)

Shizue:
But when I ask him he denies anything.
(6 March 2017)