The first meeting

I found him in the local Craigslist personal ads. His title read "passionate guy 4 same". I clicked on the link. His post was short and simple. "42 year old african american male seeking DDF guy". I f
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Kenyatta:
Should i do nothing and just sit there?
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
I always think he might be just think as I am his friend.
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
I just dont have confidence when it comes to relationships even I know we are having good times and he is a great guy who is not just into hooking up.
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
So I dont want to hear if he is just hanging out or casually dating and destroy everything and cancel the plans.
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
I guess we are acting like we are boyfriend and girlfriend in public. but we never talked so I never said he is my boyfriend. we have some vacation plans for summer and fall and already paid for plane tickets and everything but it is still few month ahead.
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
I have some stuff like for makeup in his place.
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
I am 23 and he is 27. since then, Im seeing him every weekends or every other week when we are busy. sometimes after work on weekday. we havent really talked about our relationship and Im afraid to bring up the talk.
(2 June 2018)

Emelda:
I met this guy on dating app in January this year which is 5 month ago.
(2 June 2018)

Moriah:
I will never get over her??????
(2 June 2018)

Moriah:
I tell all my friends that I've moved on, but deep down it still kills me.
(2 June 2018)