Was it real or just a dream?

I remember seeing the look in her eyes. That was the look that I had been waiting to see. I walked towards her knowing what I wanted to do. I walked toward her open arms knowing her anticipation fo
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Anitra:
I'm afraid of bring a single mom especially with my health issues but I'm also afraid of missing your on life or leaving my kids behind because of not wanting to be here anymore.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
We've moved over 20 times in the past 10 years.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
I started to think he doesn't even know what he's really doing.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
I feel like no matter what I do he won't change to better our family.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
He is a hard worker and I know he loves his family but I just think that he doesn't try hard enough to make things better in our relationship or in his life.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
He has communication issues and he doesn't handle things in a timely matter.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
Now I've gained over 150 lbs lost 2 babies, have high blood pressure and constantly depressed yet I'm still holding on to the hopes that things will get better for us.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
When we got together I was happy abd healthy.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
No matter how much I try to help or be patient nothing seems to be changing.
(7 July 2018)

Anitra:
I stayed so long because I wanted to be patient with his growth being that he was only 15 when we got together plus we had our first child at 18. We've been homeless a couple of times... theirs no stability even right now.
(7 July 2018)