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Shirly:
So how do I correct my damaged beliefs that I am a failure to let down my Dad's family and they think of me as 2nd rate as shown when I am the only one not asked to the weddings in the family?
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
Her bitterness was huge when I was growing up but she has softened with remarriage.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
Sometimes she was being protective but othertimes I think she was using me as a weapon to get him back with.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
I resent my Mom for holding me back and she has said she wishes she hadn't.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
I cling to them to make up like he clung to alcohol.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
I feel I failed his whole family.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
My Mom left my Dad and so I did not know him after age 8. I feel I failed him by not knowing him even though he was alcoholic.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
I am asked to more low key stuff like an aunt with no kids who asks me to come Thanksgiving.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
I am not asked to cousins weddings and am the only one not asked (am an only child). I feel so much shame when I see on Facebook I've missed another one like last weekend.
(17 October 2018)

Shirly:
I was 19 the first time I saw them at Christmas as I was 17 when my father died.
(17 October 2018)