Been too quiet in my bed lately

Wow, it has been too long since I have had a friend over for fun. Lord knows I have been trying but the timing has been all wrong. Sicknesses, meetings, my period, or having to go out of town for work
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Cherri:
He always comes in my head too and i know there are better guys but i feel bad going to someone else, because he stopped me many times before.
(14 December 2018)

Cherri:
But not to rush with him, i just feel overall rushed because I refused.
(14 December 2018)

Cherri:
Now i think that i need to rush and i just feel depressed.
(14 December 2018)

Cherri:
He asked my mom to marry him, but i refused.
(14 December 2018)

Season:
Would you feel very bad for this girl?
(14 December 2018)

Season:
She works for minimum wage just tp buy stuff for her children.
(14 December 2018)

Season:
She has 2 small children and had to move back in with her parents.
(14 December 2018)

Season:
She told me she has 2 children and she left her boyfriend when she found out he had an affair with another girl.
(14 December 2018)

Season:
So i have been talking to this girl at work. she is always sad and never smiles.
(14 December 2018)

Megan:
Should i marry a guy that i dont have to change myself for or that i do?
(14 December 2018)