Admission Monday 4-3-17

An amazingly wonderful Happy Admission Monday everyone!!!!I admit I am still annoyingly happyI admit I had a very naughty and very fun adult weekend. I admit it was very needed!!I admit the birds are
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Carisa:
Hes just different now than he was when we first started dating.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
I just am loosing my spark that I had when we first started dating.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
I get annoyed easily and just sometimes dont even want to respond to him because i feel like its pointless.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
I used to love hanging out with him, and I would get so sad whenever we go long tiems withought seeing each other, but now its like i dont care if we dont see each other. oh well no big deal.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
Then when we are done we usually sit in the parking lot, in his car, with awful music blaring, or watching boring youtube videos on stuff that I don't care about and that makes me very bored and feel like it was a waste of my time.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
For example, when we go out to eat he is on his phone when we wait for food vs me who isnt on my phoen because I want to enjoy our time out and then i just sit there starin around because we dont talk cuz he is on his phone.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
When we hang out... i just get bored very easily and annoyed with him.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
My boyfriend has changed in the 8 months weve dated so far.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
Now, 8 months later, I feel lost.
(19 April 2019)

Carisa:
It was so amazing because the spark was there and it was big.
(19 April 2019)