Just a thought

When you're lust's muse..."the inspiring goddess of sensual delights...having a "Sore Throat" or a"Tinder Bottom" ...Is one's red badge of courage ...which I wear with pride...lol just saying
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Mabel:
How do I stop thinking my fiancee will hate me?
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
Any advice about how to overcome these feelings?
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
I fear my fiancee thinks I don t want to really be a team because I refuse to let him help me which is not true, I just don t want him to hate me.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
I ve been to counciling and thought I had a good handle on these feeling so I m surprised to have such a reaction at this point.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
I tried my hardest not to ask him for anything and not to burden him and honestly the times I had to ask for help were few.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
He complained to them that I thought I was living in the 50 s or something and needed to be more independent.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
I believe this is due to a past relationship and an instance where I was completely unemployed for a period of time and living off my savings.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
When he helps me I feel worthless and like he s going to resent me for needing his help.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
I have recently resigned from a job and am making considerably less money than before and it s triggering huge amounts of anxiety, (I m still employed just making less) this has caused me to lash out at my fiancee when he tries to help me out.
(18 June 2019)

Mabel:
I ve been in an amazing relationship for about 3 years.
(18 June 2019)