learning, slowly about loss

It has taken me a few years to learn that I cannot love and help a person past mental illness. The gap is huge. I can help her seek counseling but I cannot abandon her.So I have lost my BFF and roomie
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Zaida:
Then he said when he has more FREE time his poems are better than the artist and I sad why did you text FREE in all caps and he said because I never get any free time.
(30 May 2019)

Zaida:
So anyways my boyfriend come saw me Wednesday and left sooner than usual then texted me a love poem he claims he texted but I keep thinking he copied it from another woman who texted him that during the time he spent with me and sent it to me.
(30 May 2019)

Marla:
My period has been irregular since getting off depo, is this normal?
(30 May 2019)

Marla:
I'm starting to worry I may have PCOS but I dont have any signs of that besides an absent period.
(30 May 2019)

Marla:
Its starting to stress me out, as I'm TTC now.
(30 May 2019)

Marla:
I didnt get another one until April, but I didnt get one this morning.
(30 May 2019)

Marla:
Then, another period in January.
(30 May 2019)

Marla:
I got off Depo in November, I had a period the day I was suppose to get my shot.
(30 May 2019)

Leonida:
What do you think of the name Angel Angeles?
(30 May 2019)

Chae:
I was 14 thin and white and a boy and she was 51 kind of thin and white. was she?
(30 May 2019)