The Deception and Means of Domination by Humilliating

I am a lovely lady bubbly and charismatic witty and eternally childish, i am told ,but i care and love for my friends and they say i am lovely , that is nice, i am also into kinkiness and not into
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Myrtie:
I'm a boy and when I was 14 I used to sit on my mom's lap a lot like whenever there wasn't anywhere to sit. she was 51 kind of thin and white and I was 14 a boy thin and white. how was she that strong enough then?
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
Should i just end my 7 year relationship?? Were very different?
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
Anyways should i wait it out or how do i tell him nicely?
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
I love him but i think were better as best friends.
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
The way he carries himself when he talks to ppl is just ..heh.
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
Hes really attractive but im realizing that isnt enough because he lacks this social and individuality that i like.
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
Hes goig to med school hes so book smart and wont have time to travel or anything for the next 6 years or so(he says) but im so free spirited and wanna do fun stuff while im young.
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
Hes so oblivious to body language like eye contact for example.
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
I have helped him grow a lot in these ways over the years but i feel bad, like im trying to change him.
(10 June 2019)

Yi:
He doesnt know how to express love the way i like to.
(10 June 2019)