I've had no punctuation in my thoughts today

Today has been an odd day. It seemed that my brain was unable to keep on track on a single thought for more than a few minutes.I woke up with an erection and the need to look at pictures of naked lad
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Providencia:
I've given him many opportunities but he just disappoints me.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
I just found out about that too.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
He dated a 13yo when he was 18 and always blamed her.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
He doesn't have a job, his goals are not realistic and I think he has a mental disorder.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
It's been 7 years and I don't see a future with him.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
I've never cheated on him and he claims he hasn't either but idk.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
But he's been doing weird stuff since the beginning.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
He lies to me, he lets other girls stay at his place or go at 1 am to his house and I just found out.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
The thing is, my current bf is not the best.
(30 September 2019)

Providencia:
I'm 25 but look 17 which makes people treat me like a kid.
(30 September 2019)