Butiforu_201743F • Fairfield, CA

OK people here's a good one I sent this woman a message that I thought was respectful telling her that I've always played safe and I'm tested regularly and she writes back that if I always
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Makeda:
How do I deal with a toxic females in my life who are holding me back like my mom aunt grandmother and sister?
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
I clean up not all the time because of my disease.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
I asked her to stop one day because it made me feel uncomfortable but she wont.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
She does little gestures sounds that trigger my schizophrenia.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
I try to get along with her but its not enough she holds me back as if im her property and that because she doesnt like the thought of me shining i have to sit back and let my sister and brother shine and i cant.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
But i dont want to live on egg shells and be kicked out homeless and disabled if i decide i dont want to live by her rules but my dad wont let me come live with him he wants me to work things out with my mom.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
I have no skills no job not in school and she could care less what I do. i feel like she is secretly jealous of me.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
I tell her i dont want to be living with her forever and for her to help me be because i have a disability and she gets and attitude and says stuff like dont start with me.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
Every time I tell my mom I want to get a job get married and own a business she gets mad at me.
(3 November 2019)

Makeda:
I mean im around her but she is ok with me being in the house all day on my phone and not living a life a normal 21 year old should.
(3 November 2019)