Thinking of "Him"

I knew what time he would arrive and that he had been out in the cold all day working. I turned the shower on hot enough to begin making steam and warmth in the bath room.Hurried to and was waiting at
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Mao:
And he said he likes me a lot and cares for me.
(1 August 2016)

Mao:
Last night, I finally got fed up with the confusion over whether or not he liked me, so I texted him (yes I know, I hated to do it over text but it needed to be done) asking if he had feelings for me.
(1 August 2016)

Mao:
I never wanted to tell him how I felt or ask him how he felt, because I didn't want to ruin our friendship.
(1 August 2016)

Mao:
Me and the guy are both super shy about feelings and stuff, so we would talk, but I feel like I still don't know much about him, and we would flirt, but it was hard to make conversation because of our shyness.
(1 August 2016)

Mao:
People asked all the time if we were dating, and were always surprised when I said we weren't.
(1 August 2016)

Mao:
So for the past six months or so, I've had a crush on my best friend of the opposite sex, and it really seemed like he liked me too.
(1 August 2016)

Polly:
She's making me feel so unwanted.
(1 August 2016)

Polly:
I feel as if I'm the only person making an effort to stay friends here.
(1 August 2016)

Pamula:
How to make the week go by faster?
(1 August 2016)

Pamula:
Any tricks to make this week go by faster?
(1 August 2016)